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Forever For Now

by Isak Thomas

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1.
Gently Break 03:18
When I think of you, you’re still 22 And you’re living with your dad Work is really hard, you gotta drive really far Tell me, does it make you mad? And you’re radio is gone And you’re driving through a storm Let’s see how gently you can break Let’s see how gently you can break Let’s see how gently you can break Let’s see how gently you can break You burnt up all the fields all the grain for your meals Now you gotta take it from someone else But you saved one last match, the day you met your match She was wearing a polka-dotted dress And you fill up your car With gasoline and stars Let’s see how gently you can break Let’s see how gently you can break Let’s see how gently you can break Let’s see how gently you can break
2.
Angie 04:10
Angie, your song’s been sung before That’s alright, it won’t hurt to have one more I know you hate to have your name in a song Well that’s okay, this won’t take too long At the bottom of the eighth when they played sweet Caroline Everybody sang along with a voice you could never find Lucy treasured all her diamonds in the sky My Angie, at least you tried But we held on, like The Rolling Stones But I, I guess they wrote that song A long time ago I guess it’s time to let you go When I met you girl, my whole world just stood still But you were on the run, tryna find some way to feel Forever Young was playing on my radio So I couldn't hear you when you said “I got to go” Even Mary had the wind cryin’ her name Where she comes from, where she goes are all the same And why is Georgia, Georgia on everyone’s mind Angie, you’re on mine But we held on, like The Rolling Stones But I, I guess they wrote that song A long time ago I guess it’s time to let you go Why’d you have to let me go?
3.
How the great have fallen again Two opinions bloody dripping with sin Looks like grace is stuck to the floor Like chewing gum you can’t taste anymore Anymore Pin-up girl carved into your thigh Busted knuckles watching cowboys cry Epitaph written in the mud “Illicit substances are thicker than blood” Thicker than blood Well I’ve been praying To some strung out god with his bills overdue And I’ve been staying In the back of your car cause I’m liking the view And this road keeps changing I’m counting dotted lines got nothing better to do My blood rearranges Crying Jesus Christ I wish that I never knew You can break your own heart without a fucking clue Rabbits foot hung on a broken mirror Stacking pennies on the tracks by the pier Dumb kids never cuttin’ our hair Stuck in the 90’s cause who really cares Who really cares Well I was something Back when we were nothing at all But now I’m nothing Just some twenty-something Twenty-something Maybe I’m twenty-nothing Well I’ve been praying To some strung out god with his bills overdue And I’ve been staying In the back of your car cause I’m liking the view And this road keeps changing I’m counting dotted lines got nothing better to do My blood rearranges Crying Jesus Christ I wish that I never knew You can break your own heart You can break your own heart You can break your own heart without a fucking clue
4.
Better Man 04:15
Roses grow, where I can’t go I miss their smell, their sting And you always said, what’s dead is dead And I can’t help, but disagree Cause oh how I’d change, Into a better man, to fit your pretty plans And oh how I’d change, I’d peel my skin, if you’d let me in, again I can’t tell, if this is hell Or if it’s just, a part of me And I can’t stand, the thought of another man, Who gets to feel your soft, sweet sting And oh how I’d change, Into a better man, that fits your perfect plans And oh how I’d change, I’d peel my skin, if you’d let me in, again Oh, you Could keep all my favorite parts That I’ve bled for And I’d thank you And oh how I’d change, Into a better man That fits your perfect plans How I’d change Cause oh how I’d change, Into a better man, that fits your prefect plans And oh how I’d change, I’d peel my skin, if you’d let me in, again
5.
I’m cuttin’ my hair off, it’s been so damn long Since I felt the weight of change Well hallelujah goddamn I knew all along Waitin’ ain’t worth the weight of shame What if I was brave enough to stay What if I was strong enough to say All the rejections I’ve collected have turned to stone And they just won’t go They just won’t go So, I guess I’ll go to Texas I guess I’ll go alone I guess I’ll go to Texas at breakfast I’ll let you know Ah hell even I didn’t know The ghosts in the closet have started to fuss and shout The picture in your pocket has started to peel and tear You told me it would all work out You said cross my heart I swear What if I had found another way What if I had found the guts to say That I need you, you’re all that I know We got lost in the snow Lost in the snow So, I guess I’ll go to Texas I guess I’ll go alone I guess I’ll go to Texas at breakfast I’ll let you know I guess I’ll go to Texas I guess I’ll go alone I guess I’ll go to Texas at breakfast I’ll let you know Ah hell even I didn’t know
6.
My boxes lining all the walls Makes me feel so small A note you wrote was hidden in the couch “Hey babe it’s gorgeous, make sure you get out” Oh, do I have to go? Oh, do I have to go? The sky turned red when you kissed my forehead My fingers melted down your face And the ceilings shook, with one last look A broken man took my place And I said, is this forever somehow? And you said this is forever for now The truck was waiting, but only half full You wrote my history, when you stayed at the door I guess there’s nothin’, to do about it now Turn up the radio, and drown it out Oh, I can’t let you go Oh, I can’t let you go The sky is red, cause you kissed my forehead My fingers melted down your face The ceilings shook, with one last look A broken man took my place And I said, is this forever somehow? This is forever for now
7.
3am 04:47
I’m the last one up again There’s a girl tucked in my two star bed How could I do this again? It’s 3am, and I’m all alone I just wanted some attention She said pull my hair and hold me down You don’t need to kiss my mouth It’s 3am, and I’m all alone A collection of perfume Underneath my covers Smells like daddy issues Or an awful lover One after the other Who’s using who? I’m hooked on bad habits Like girls who wash their Prozac down With shots of gin in thrift store gowns and I’m just here If you wanna use me too Text me picture taken for somebody else I don’t care she looks good Oh my god I know I shouldn’t But it’s 3am, and I’m all alone A collection of perfume Underneath my covers Smells like daddy issues Or an empty lover One after the other Who’s using who? I’m the last one up again There’s a girl tucked in my two star bed How could I do this again
8.
Alone Again 02:09
Oh I miss your face, and I miss your hair Oh miss the space, for your brush by the mirror So I guess I’ll have to learn how to live, Alone again Alone again You’re probably sleeping, but I’m still awake I can’t help from keeping, that photo from winter break So I guess I’ll have to learn how to live, Alone again Alone again Alone again Alone again

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released November 17, 2022

Written by:
Isak Kotecki
Logan Garza

Producer:
Logan Garza

Mixer:
Isak Kotecki

Master:
Andres Gonzalez-Cardona

Engineer:
Logan Garza
Isak Kotecki

Recorded At:
The Audio Village
The Stoop

Artwork:
Isak Kotecki
Raechel Hurd

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